Breaking tables.

I hope that when I’m gone, you know it’s your fault. I hope everyone knows its your...

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 21:23:56 -0700

I hope that when I’m gone, you know it’s your fault. I hope everyone knows its your fault. I hope your life is a living hell that you can’t escape. I hope you get put through what you put me through.

Maybe everyone would be better off if I was dead. You yourself told me you’d be happier if I...

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 20:45:42 -0700

Maybe everyone would be better off if I was dead. You yourself told me you’d be happier if I was dead. All I want is for you to be happy, right?

The awkward moment when you make a tweet saying how you want to be on the guest list for a show and...

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 23:38:43 -0700

The awkward moment when you make a tweet saying how you want to be on the guest list for a show and the bands merch guy finds it and tweets you and puts you on the list.

My life.

Don't know why

Mon, 30 Jul 2012 21:34:58 -0700

People feel the need to LIE to me. I know the truth,you lying doesn’t do anything but make it worse and make me more angry.

This is why I hate almost everyone.

Sick. Taking a nap and praying that I don’t fucking wake up. This is what you do to me.

Mon, 30 Jul 2012 14:32:00 -0700

Sick. Taking a nap and praying that I don’t fucking wake up.

This is what you do to me.

So much drama

Mon, 30 Jul 2012 13:33:17 -0700

and I can’t deal with it anymore.

My alcoholic uncle decides yet again now would be a great time to ruin the family. It’s not fair that since we’re the oldest kids in the family he has to live with us and inconvenience our household. It’s not fair that we have to deal with his issues because he’s not willing to go get help. He’s a grown man, yet thinks it’s perfectly fine not to work, sit in bed all day and drink and waste his life away while making everyone else suffer.

On top of it, I still have my own personal issues that need sorting out. However, I can’t do that because of this crap now. I have no time to think or organize my thoughts so I can do what needs to be done in order to try and move on with my life.

It always happens to me at the worst possible times. One thing starts to get better, something else brings it all down. As usual.

And people wonder why I’m so screwed up and why I’m always sick. Well…the amount of stress I deal with isn’t normal or healthy. Really though, I thoroughly enjoy having to stay home all day because my stomach is all screwed up from stress, nerves and being upset…NOT.

This is why I hate life, this is why I think the thoughts I do about life, this is why I’m never happy.

Joey Thundaaaa and Dave!

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 22:46:16 -0700

Joey Thundaaaa and Dave!

Singer!:)

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 22:45:36 -0700

Singer!:)

Alex Marshall from the Cab!:)

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 22:45:08 -0700

Alex Marshall from the Cab!:)

Will from Parachute!

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 22:44:16 -0700

Will from Parachute!

The Cab & Parachute

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 22:33:27 -0700

Amazing, as always. They always put on the most energetic, fun shows.

Singer and I had a nice conversation about my height….and Alex Marshall kept booty bumping me.

Definitely a night I needed. Don’t want to go back home to the drama:(

Photo

Sat, 28 Jul 2012 20:51:19 -0700

Just when you think...

Sat, 28 Jul 2012 20:49:25 -0700

Things couldn’t possibly get worse.

Surprise.

And I hate my life even more.

Someone please get me out.

ephemeralhope: yellowcard- hang you up (acoustic live) omg the...

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 23:18:46 -0700

ephemeralhope:

yellowcard- hang you up (acoustic live)

omg the violin omg obsessed

This is my Daisy….hopefully will be adopting her...

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 22:45:45 -0700

This is my Daisy….hopefully will be adopting her today!

She’s adorable.

Every night when I’m laying in bed, millions of different thoughts run through my head. The...

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 21:46:21 -0700

Every night when I’m laying in bed, millions of different thoughts run through my head. The one that seems to be a reoccurring thought is that I don’t want to wake up. I just pray that I die in my sleep, that I don’t have to wake up and keep living in this nightmare.

My daily thoughts suffocate me. They eat me alive. Nobody has any idea.

I miss you. I hate the way things are. I wish they never got this way.

I hate that the only reason you’re even talking to me now is because of that troll who always tried to weasle into our relationship. But I should’ve realized what was going on back then. How could I have been so dumb…? You never cared about me. You cared about making yourself look good. I put everything on the line and everything I had into us.

It hurts. A lot. And it’s not something I can even explain or begin to describe.

I’ll never be able to let anyone else in. I’ll never trust anyone again. I’ll never be able to love anyone else or fall in love with anyone else.

I pray that God will finally end this pain and suffering.

Tim Halperin - so much talent!

Fri, 20 Jul 2012 13:53:51 -0700

Tim Halperin - so much talent!

I'm not one to

Sat, 14 Jul 2012 06:23:00 -0700

Typically wish bad things on people I hate….but you? Let’s just say that if you got into a horrible accident of some sort and died, I wouldn’t be sad. Actually I wouldn’t even care. And if I did a nice little happy dance, it may be because I really have to use the bathroom….or not.

Stupid ugly troll cunt, I hate you and everything about your pathetic self.

morecreativityfromcalifornia: YEAH, giiirl! Yes, you. Fucking...

Sat, 14 Jul 2012 06:21:02 -0700

morecreativityfromcalifornia:

YEAH, giiirl!

Yes, you. Fucking cunt, go die:)

She looks miserable…poor girl:[

Thu, 12 Apr 2012 21:42:54 -0700

She looks miserable…poor girl:[